Friday, 04 September 2009
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167 See you Again
Hello people I'll be moving to apfelstreusel.tumblr.com
Yep sorreh I know I always move elsewhere & stuff but I think I'll go back to Xanga soon enough cos I'll definitely miss the cutesy smileyz and the footprint page which is SO helpful in letting me know who comes here and gives me direct links so it's easier for me - don't hafta source for links myself
But I feel like a change heh (
) don't really like using the same stuff, will get bored (same reason why I have 3 different types of shampoos) soooo yup will be moving most probably only for the time being until I get bored of tumblr thank you people for reading a rather mundane bit of my life :)
Alternatively, follow me on twitter yay
Thank you Lovelies, bye!
Ps. Xanga, no doubt, has been one of the funnest blogsites I've used
Sunday, 30 August 2009
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I won't make the same mistake
Baked @ Shantelle's house with Jiehui.
Cupcakes for teachers day tomorrow yay.
Blogshop items arrived didn't know it would be that fast & convenient
Sweaty and gross currently grandpa watching some chinese drama I want to watch Snakes on a Plane / Courage the Cowardly Dog / the movie on starmovies.
Shopping yesterday with Sam and Shan was goooood.
School tomorrow, why does it end later than everyone else it's sad.
Sometimes you know just what to say to make my day
Blogsecrets.tumblr.com (can't stop aft jiehui told me about it)9587.) Sometimes I sleep under the stars and think of all the reasons why you would never love me.
9577.) Sometimes I wish I've never met you. Because if I never did, I'd never have to lose you.
9576.) Was it all a lie? You just disappeared. I feel like a hole was drilled through my heart. We'll never be the same.
9568.) I secretly wish that I had an eating disorder
9536.) I wish I just had one true friend.
9531.) I wish I could tell you how much I've missed you. There are so many things that remind me of you...
9502.) I just wanna be skinny.
9479.) Apparently everyone has talents. Everyone but me. I just want to be good at something.
9381.) Where are you now?
9379.) i'm tired of wishing i lived my best friend's life.
Some stuff are true and seeing stuff you've been feeling expressed into words and realising you're not alone makes me feel slightly better.
Tuesday, 25 August 2009
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165 Tswizzle + Tpain
Heh been exploring some new app I got on my phone with mom, brother, aunty, doggy and some old photos
(HELLO CHLOE DO YOU SEE YOUR FACE HAHA photo was too large so only your face appeared)
Tried placing Doggy's face on Marilyn Monroe's hot bod but the face recognition thing couldn't recognise Doggy's fluffy face heh
English & Lit became my lousiest subjects. Rock bottom.
They used to be my forte and now ..
Words (and smileys) cannot express how I am feeling.
But improved quite a bit for the other subjects but really scored extremely badly for the two above.
Bs for English, Lit, Geog.
How sad.
Listening to Taylor Swift's rappin'.
TEEHEE I know I'm slow, eh hey she's good
Got more songs on Tap Tap I luv the themed ones, make everything a billion times more interesting and not to mention, fun.
Car major broke down.
Cabbed to school today and was late, but thank goodness it was like drizzling hence wasn't booked.
Looks like gotta cab for the next few days.
Dad is sad about the car haha he's emotional.
Mmmmm off to do ahem secret business venture partnered with dearest Hui
Why is everyone putting their blog on private, gees.
Sometimes looking at happy people makes me feel sad, sad and sad.
Emotions afrenzy. Gah.
Monday, 24 August 2009
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164 Daydream/Disconnect
I can't quite believe it please don't tell me it's true.
*Passes out*
On a brighter note, A1 for physics and chem way to go
Still dreaming about shoes
I love how Adobe Flash has the smoothen thingy to smooth out squiggly ugly lines into smooth fluidy lines like the icon thingy above
I try to deal but it dont make sense
I cant believe this is happening
I'm losing tears
Living this life
If you were here
I'm sure they would drown you
I don't wanna make it sound so tragic
I believe we stil got magic
I just need to know you do too
Hello Chloe I know it's your last week here and just so you know,
I'll really miss you
Goodbyes are sometimes the hardest eh?
Sunday, 23 August 2009
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163 SHOES
Sentosa yesterday:
Primary 6 OMG:
Looking back at the p6 photos I feel that time really does fly soooo fast
Too fast for my liking sometimes I do wish that I could be older and everything but at the same time I don't want to grow old
It's quite sad seeing friends coming and going and then I realised that p6 might be one of the best years I've ever experienced and now it's kinda long gone and everything oh man.
And everyone looks SO different man haha I should do some photo comparison before-after thing but I'm quite lazy.
Sentosa yesterday was GREAT
Didn't get tanned though which was my main reason ha ha but I got red and shoulders kinda burnt gees BUT NOT TANNED how can that be.
Soccer, handball, volleyball, shooting, and kinda lotsa talking with Jiehui it was fun.
Sorry Jiehui heh kinda made you break your specs I'm really sorry
Was there really early and then was supposed to hop on the 963 bus Jiehui was on but kinda missed it haha so she had to stop at the next stop and thank God the next bus came quite fast haha sorry.
Went to Cheers @ Habourfront and ate some frozen mac and cheese there which we had to heat up it was kinda good
Met the rest at McDonalds hmmmm Chloe, Joey, Yiyan, Tanji, Yiqing, Hannah, Wanqing, Weisheng, Nigel, Dinglun, Shicong, Rymond, Wayne, Howard, Hongkai, Chenyen. I think that's it haha sorreh if I've missed your name.
Ate and waited till everyone was there and then took the monorail heh heh heh and off to Palawan Beach! :D
Took kinda long to decide which beach to go and Chloe Tanji & Co kept stopping to dip in the sea ha ha.
Group kinda split into two but nevertheless enjoyed myself tons
Left earlier and went with Jiehui to Far East to shop heehee stopped at other malls on the way I swear I stop to look at something every 30s ahhhh. Bought stuff yay.
Did not go for cca thing @ FCBC cos choir singing for 1130 yep.
Oh shucks remind me to wear covered shoes whenever we're singing was kinda embarrassing with my neon toe polish which everyone thought was ugly thanks man HA HA it's pink!
Market for lunch mmmm yummy ramen I LOVE IT with tanya and sam.
Shan and her sis and tayyi were sitting elsewhere hahaha oh no just remembered udders on friday oh shit fat haha.
And then went home and fell asleep and got awoken by dad and went to vivo with him.
Went to Ted Baker haha he wanted those shoes badly but decided against them hmmm and then topshop, river island where they had these coolios loafers which I really wanted for like 28$ only :( And then forever 21, zara and stuff. Ooh 37 degrees cheap cheap cheap
Walked around tons ahhhh super cool puma shoes and vans wedges and DOC MARTENS PUMPS.
Okay one can never have too many shoes EEK
Shoe fetish currently ah ah ah ah ah goo goo doo da dee okay eyes are going ablur see you cant believe there's school tomorrow
SUPER DISAPPOINTED ABOUT MY ENGLISH OK but A1 for chinese yep yep.
And brother got into both of his dsa ahhh
BAI.
Wednesday, 19 August 2009
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Currently
Hot Mess
By Cobra Starship
see related162 Thriller
Sometimes, that's just what we have to do eh
Thank you Lisa for the packet of neon worms ♥
Unexpected little gifts are sometimes the most touching, thanks really!
Common tests are finally over.
Mad angry over Geography's marks.
2 careless 1 mark mistakes = B4 instead of A2 cos the paper's upon 30 so percentage of 1 mark is kinda high.
Eeeek angry
History results were satisfactory and so was the lit class test's though it was over some stupid mistake I made.
Did okay for math no careless mistakes for the first time ever I am happy
But got some mistakes because of the way I present my answer which makes me regret not listening in class cos apparently, Mr. Chee told the class a million times not to present answers that way
Fell asleep everywhere I went today and it's kinda depressing when people claim their fat when they're merely 40kg or something and then I think about how heavy I am
Oh well sometimes we just have to not think about such issues righto.
And JEAN LIN FENGJUN I hope you've cheered up and please stop being angry about it cos I really don't think it's your fault y'know m'dear (=your favourite sms word today).
Byebye off to eat blueberry waffles.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R12QVtuB0_Q
Check Sam Tsui out, he is so good
Listening to Michael Jackson's songs always send a tinge of sadness.
I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there
Shantelle's website thingy which generates slogans is soooo cute.
Oh hungry? Oh Joan.
Sunday, 16 August 2009
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Currently
Exposed
By Kristinia DeBarge
see related161 Tomorrow will be a good day too, I'm hoping
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cN2mOt7Q7a8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5GXmM-Cmhh0&feature=channelThese people are amazing, there are so many talented people out there wow.
Off to make buttons with Adobe Flash.
Super cute!!
Ulcer is still killing me by the way.
Can barely eat and am very frustrated.
Make it super.
Bought cookies & creme pop tarts, uncle toby's yoghurt strawberry muesli bars, those dissolvable japanese yummy candy.
Don't think I'm able to reach school by 7.10 this week I'm so dead no?
Every lit test recently is on scences 1-20 of Oliver Twist I am getting rather sick of it totally no mood to study for tomorrow's lit common test.
So guess what I didn't now I'm feeling a slight tinge of regret but noooo I will still refuse to go read it.
I think okay maybe later. (Ulcer sucks)
Cut my hair I can't wait to get rid of my bangs but like hairdresser woman says its too short doo dee daa.
It's annoying and makes me sleepy doo da.
Tanya recommended the hair salon and the ladies there were very friendly and niceeee
I love hairdressers who actually smile and talk and not those stingy rectangular boxy face who don't mutter a single syllable (spl?).
Okay dokes hmmmm I need shopping theraphy nao.
I have this rather annoying habit of editting my post like a million trillion times yep shucks been doing unright stuff I think and I feel very guilty and bad bad baaaad bad and skipped qt for friday and saturday really hope I will do it today I MUST grrrr cannot be slack on this man. Angry with myself all of a sudden like I realised that I've been leading my life meaningless-ly and like doing stuff which waste time.
Random I know but yes I am a solemn person man.
Okay I think I want to sleep now so tomorrow can wake up on time and oh I need to do qt and read OT and reviseeee okay hope tomorrow's CT is really lit can't really remember I am dead I hate the ulcer arghhhh frustrating must be the waether everyone blames things on the weather (and socks haha inside joke AH HUI!!)
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
I'm not very good at goodbyes so,
goodbye
and goodbye.
OMG where did that just come from I'm really tired and sleepy and I start muttering really strange stuff and my mind goes a bit cuckoo which is kinda my favourite word of the moment thaaaang and shit I go mumble gibberish when I'm sleepy I can't take this anymore I'm gonna sleep oh man think about the aircon take that you sweating hot weather.
Brother and dad still watching premier league yep okay I don't blog much nowadays I guess I update twitter so follow me
I KNOW YOU WANT TO OMG SHIT I AM LIKE SOD ALREADY GOODNIGHT before I say something I'll really regret or some really stupid thing OKAY BYE.
KTHXBAI (hello jiehui I know you're sick of it!!)
Saturday, 15 August 2009
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160th
The Friday before National Day:
On the way back from St. James awhile back:
Super old photos I managed to revive:
Yesterday, Shantelle with munched oysters in her mouth (yay or nay?):
G. I. Joe awhile back:
Doggy!! :
Photos were uploading exceedingly fast and then it started uploading ultra slowly
Been on computer/blogging hiatus for a week or something yep been studying for common tests but I have to admit, did not study as hard as for class test but thank God the papers were manageable
Still had time to watch heroes and cable tv!!
Super happy mom/dad decided to get cable tv though its cos dad and brother wants to watch football like the premier league now which I got bored of, chelsea vs hullcity.
So have all the cartoon channels but I really want starworld, hallmark, hbo, axn but we didn't get those :(
Got starmovies though the other day they were showing juno and meet the spartans which I conveniently missed
Doggy just got a haircut and I miss the previous fluffy one OH MAN.
Bigass ulcer screwed dinner had to have fish instead of beeeeeef like mom and brother's fillet minnon (spl???) which was soooo nice and juicy.
Love potatoes with sour cream and bacon bits at Jack's Place. Mmm. Dad stole and attacked 3/4 of mine :((((((((((((
And their cheesecake is AWESOME really loved it dad again kept trying to steal it he was like verbally attacking me and kept talking about the calories and how fat i am and how much fatter i'll become but being the good person i am ahem excuse me i did give him some :D:D
Broke my two week plus strong qt streak yesterday!!!! #@!%
Pissed at myselffffffff.
Went for cg and church prayer thingy just nao.
Realised people who read my blog posts are the same old ones heh I'm lousy.
Okay lit, math, science CTs left go go goooo.
Bye people xo.
P/s. Changed my number and brother got the lg arena which I really like. Aw man.
Oh and Tanji I know you're reading this please unprivate your blog HAHA
I could sleep by myself
I would burn me alive
Find me somebody else
But I don't want to
Try to leave out the love
That goes againt the grain
But I can rationalize it
If I have to
OH YINGLING HAPPY FSD YOU KINDERGARTEN FRIEND!!
And belated/advanced birthdays to some people!!
Tuesday, 04 August 2009
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Currently
Batman: The Dark Knight Returns
By Frank Miller
see relatedYou make me whole,
Havent blogged in forever.
Tanya Shantelle and Sam came on Friday we had the best night ever.
Watched The Others which Sam & I had previously watched already it was amusing seeing the reaction on Shan and Yalee's faces.
Dug out a whole lotta junk from my wardrobe ahhhhhh.
Oh and Aunt & cousin came down from m'sia
Bowling on Saturday.
Flea @ St. James on Sunday.
Totally regretted drinking that can of red bull on Sunday Night.
Caffeine kept me awake and I went to school on Monday like a zombie.
Test results for chinese and math were satisfactory and I kinda like revising nowadays I don't know what's gotten into me heh.
Common tests are coming and this week's chokefull of class tests mmm.
Walking back home from tuition yesterday (cos mom totally forgot she was supposed to pick me up) I came to realise how pretty everything actually is.
Walked home lotsa times before but don't know why everything looked so goooood yesterday.
The lush green trees and the fluffy green grass speckled with brown leaves here and there, really made me feel like running up to the grass and lying there for the day.
The sky was so clear the sun was about to set it really was beautiful.
Despite some little strewn here and there which was definitely an unpleasant sight no doubt, the big picture though - it was amazing. Really.
Couldn't stay back and cheer for netball interclass today cos I had dental which very coincidentally clashed.
Awwww.
Now I have green braces and I think they are kind of weird and my teeth look alien now.
I am so broke it's kinda depressing.
Okay ciao!
As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me
Wednesday, 29 July 2009
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The rain is falling on my window pane but we are hiding in a safer place
David Archuleta's cover for Bubbly is cool. :)
Planning for parent's appreciation night during cca today.
Hmmmmm.
Sorry for being unresponsive and somewhat dead today.
Oh well, realised there were others who shared the same opinion as me on X.
Heehee
Bow hair a la Lady Gaga, Paris Hilton for presentation today.
Lucas Till, Batman?
Till next time.
Ps, Realised people tend to say Tenatus but it's actually Tetanus. Wow.
Pps, Why did they freeze my msn convo with sam?
I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglees in a silly place
It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
Yeah.
Tuesday, 28 July 2009
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Currently
Not a Penny More, Not a Penny Less
By Jeffrey Archer
see relatedCatchup. Ketchup.
Say hello to my new piggy bank
I hate how my hair makes me look like a ball.
Okay anyway, skin's still screwed like some people can only view like half of the stuff cos the margin is too small?
I have no idea man, its like real fat on my screen.
Math test today I don't think it's as hard as Mr. Chee's description but fingers crossed, I hope I'll do well.
Math is like the only subject by which full marks' achievable.
But I can never get it all right stupid careless mistakes and all.
Questions were okay 'cept one simultaneous equation thing
One answer could tally the other answer couldn't tally with one of the equations. Pft.
Diet has been successful till I reach home.
Like mom's been buying real yummy thingys and I can't help but to polish them all off.
Say no to sweet drinks has failed also. Twice.
Feel super duper fat and yes people been telling me I look fat ahhhhh diet diet diet isn't helping I cannot help but eat eat eat alright sheesh.
Okay enoughhhhh.
I hate it when I start dreaming of stuff which I saw and really like and really want.
It's awfully distracting.
Anyway, Sunday Harry Potter which shantelle tanya sam glen tayye tengjin mmmm not that bad as people say I found Ginny rather annoying. Emma Watson is pretty ♥
No climax though but 2.5 hours quite long eh it didn't feel that long.
Went to ION the place is full of like real expensive stuff so yep but nice place pretty and smells gooood.
Topshop there's gigantic so is Zara I heard.
Topshop has such pretty stuff but I don't excatly have the budget.
Far East Plaza after that, the guys left first.
Omg cheap cheap cheap pretty shoes been dreaming of them ever since Sunday okay ahhhh.
Really nice stuff over there I need to go again (SHANTELLE!)
Talked a lot with the girls on the way home it was good. Really did catching up I'm so glad I have friends like you guys. You're the bestest everrrrr. <3
Brother has been talking on the phone for like 1 and a half hours I swear that guy's crazzzzyyyyyy.
Kay byebye honeybunnies.
Tuition at 6 I need to stop dreaming about stuff and food.
Physics is awesome
I'm all alone tonight,
No stars are shining on me
I'm thinkin' I'd be alright
If somebody would just call me, yeah
Cause I'm human after all
And I could not catch my fall
And nobody ever came around my way
to check up on me and see if I was doin' alright
Nobody came to Save Me
Saturday, 25 July 2009
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Billie Jean
PAN photos & Ecetera all above.
Study overload this week like 5 hours a day till 10pm plus.
And now head hurts, throat hurts, arm hurts.
I can't straighten it ouchhhhhh.
Piano thing later I really don't want to go cos I can't play them at all + stage fright = making a fool out of myself.
Oh and music seminar later.
Yf yesterday was good.
I liked the sharing they were all very encouraging.
Need to step up on my qt.
Did it this morning I feel better and refreshed yay.
Lit test was disappointing.
Oliver Twist test was ughhhhh plain lousy.
What next
On a brighter note, Harry Potter tomorrow I think.
No one wants to spare us their card heehee.
I think I'm getting more irratable and annoying. Wow.
Sucksssssssss.
I hate scales.
Omg Megan Fox no no noooooo.
http://www.idontlikeyouinthatway.com/pictures/20090724/Megan%20Fox%20Jennifers%20Body%20Party/big_megan_fox_oface.html
Kay see you.
She was more like a beauty queen from a movie scene
I said don't mind, but what do you mean I am the one
Who will dance on the floor in the round
She said I am the one who will dance on the floor in the round
Saturday, 18 July 2009
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Would you go all the way?
Pictures taken the day Chloe came back to school, Udders with Shan & Darius.
(Lazy to re-size pictures accordingly so they're weirdly sized haha sorry)
Too busy to blog yep, but I tweet quite alot heehee, it's much easier to tweet on the phone than blog. :)
So anyway, PAN is .. TODAY. :O
I'm really afraid, I've never really spoken solo in front of an audience before and I have really bad stage fright.
Like really, really bad. :(
Am very afraid I'll just blank out and totally forget what I'm supposed to be saying and I must try not to read from script gees.
I think this year has been one of the most challenging years.
I'm gonna have to face many things which I dare not do in the past esp. in this second half of the year.
Many things require me to be out of my elements ahhhhhh.
Pray that all will go well eh
After days of not using the computer, I logged on today and I realise that I don't have anything to do on the internet.
Apart from uploading pictures that is.
History test on Monday - haven't revised @ all.
Chinese test on Friday - 100 vocabulary from term 1 & term 2 to learn.
My chinese is like deteoriating (spl?) from bad to worse and I'm scared.
Really need to pass HCL and chinese o levels next year (ahhhhhh).
And like everyone in class knows like all those vocabs from last two terms but I have no idea what they are and what they mean and I don't remember seeing a single one of them
I'm so dead right?
So these few days have been learning those words bit by bit and I dare say I've made progress!!
Like mom helped to split up the words into learn 10-20 a day so I've learnt about 20+ within two days.
Tried learning them with a positive mindset and I find that it is so much easier and very much faster(!) :D
But like I can only enjoy learning when I'm learning at my own will and mom is making it hard for me by forcing me to study them when I have no mood / when I am doing other stuff and that makes me feel very reluctant to learn = SUCKS.
Geog test 15/25 and at that moment I experienced what real disappointment felt like.
Studied hard for it and thought I'd pass of with like an A2 and I was wronggggg.
Had all the points there but Mdm Poon said I did NOT PHRASE MY SENTENCE PROPERLY hence, no marks though I got the points down. Pft(!)
Lit test results coming out next week I HOPE I FARE WELL.
Playing Super Crazy Guitar Maniac Deluxe 2 makes me feel nostalgic!
I FEEL OLD and am looking forward to Dec like srsly!! Maybe Nov also hahahah CAN'T WAIT.
Okay totally random. I want Sims 2 I CAN'T FIND IT and I want Sims 3 wheee.
Karoshi Suicide 2 is such a cute game!!!!
I swear I look like a guy heh.
Okay anyway, baibai and pray hard I'll be able make it through lata!
Help me come back down
From high above the clouds
You know im suffocating, But i blame this town
Why do I deny
The things that burn inside,
Down deep I'm barley breathing
But you just see a smile
Thursday, 16 July 2009
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Heal The World
The school computers are super slow.
Project is going awry it really sucks and now the whole comp lab is for us
Which is a good thing, and a bad thing.
Facebook is banned here. Gees.
Have quite a lot of pictures to upload but there's no time oh welllllllllz.
There are people dying, if you care enough 'bout the living.
Monday, 13 July 2009
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No $$$$$$
Jie, Claire and I.
Jie's going back soon, oh well we'll all miss you !!
Woke up so super early today to reach school to change into gb uniform like at 530am.
Reached school while the whole sky and school were like pitch black and met Jiawen in the toilet hee.
Fell asleep during math, could not take it was far too tired.
Super dupah tired today.
And the only thing I do is to doodle on post its and paste them on everyone.
I'm like super broke oh no it sucks times a million having no money.
Have cheesecake in the fridge I AM SO HAPPY.
Plus tomyam noodles for snacks. (TANYA!!!)
Okay see you dinner awaits.
Hope tomorrow would be a very fast day like last Tues.
That would be great.
Chloe did not come back today.
She would be back tomorrow (I think?) cos school asked her to self-quarantine.
I miss her, I really do.
Jiehui and I have the worst sense of direction ever.
However, we managed to navigate ourselves to the bus stop. Yay.
Hui, I can't locate that picture, everyone's wearing red!! Ha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
ESTHER!
Kaythanksbye.
Sunday, 12 July 2009
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Fredflare.com has got the coolest things ever!!
Church today, I think I'm noisy ahhhh sorry people talk to much.
Roy made us a time capsule to mail us in 3 years time.
Had choir.
The choir has shrunk a lot, only 2 sops today ha.
Jie is back from Aus but she's flying back again in a week's time so dinner with her and relatives tonight.
Hmmmm, yay there's cheesecake today.
And dad says I have to go run ten thousand miles cos I finished almost the whole pack of Fourre's Fraise Biscuits I really do them.
The filling's so soft and flurry it taste like icing.
Aunty says I am chubby.
Diet needed pronto.
Cousin says I'm on a diet which has never started.
Oh well feeling really tired right now and depressed that tomorrow is gb day.
And we have to go to the science lab. Gees.
HAPPY BELATED
BIRTHDAY SIYUAN!
You said that you could hear bells in the traffic below,
I could hear sirens and car engines fighting the snow.
Friday, 10 July 2009
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Unproductive much?
This pretty much sums up my study session with Rustykrab yesterday.
(edited!)
Yep yf today gosh I suck haven't been doing qt I feel very distant nowadays and it really isn't good.
I used to like spend some time each day doing some qt but with activities overload and everything nowadays really have no time to just stop everything and think.
Maybe this' just an excuse cos we have to MAKE TIME.
What are my priorities man I really need to meet up with my favourite confidant pronto I feel too many stuff popping up at wrong, wrong, wrong timings.
Just when something is going wrong, everything goes wrong and the amount of stress piling up all of a sudden is just too.. Sudden.
I need to manage my time properly and set my priorities straight.
Realised all tests are coming and I don't even know how to write primary school chinese.
Thanks Yiyan for always teaching me how to structure my sentences, how to write like those million words which I do not know how to write. Thanks Joey too.
Piano exam is imminent and coming very very soon and I am really afraid.
Grades have been dropping with every exam and I really cannot afford to fail this exam.
Have no idea how to play a single scale and I have like millions to learn and practice and do all these within <2 months.
Tests today were okay.
Oliver Twist was rather horrid I did not know how to do many but I might be able to scrap a pass.
Unseen prose I am not sure how well I'd fare.
My answers are always the total opposite and totally different perspective from the model answers and I did rush through the theme as there was a lack of time.
Plus the fact that I've been failing every single first lit test of the new topic we're learning.
Geog was alright I really have to give credit to yiyan :)
She tested me on geog in school and happened that most of the stuff she tested and went through with me were tested awman I am super grateful thank you!
I'm quite confident of passing geog I really have to thank God for guiding me through these 3 tests.
Been extremely worried about them as I did last minute revision starting at 7pm yesterday.
Feel like a huge burden's been lifted off but there's more class test coming up and common tests too.
Have to work really hard I have to make it a point been spending too much of my life thinking that I've studied hard but in actual fact I managed to convince myself I did try hard and everything but I really did not.
I hate it when I actually start believing what I try to convince myself.
It's all just one very big fat lie.
It sucks when I make up a fabrication and believe it myself.
Yf was very thought provoking and really made me sit back and think about what I've been doing this past year and I have been doing it all wrong.
Sometimes I depend all on myself and I really forget He's there to help me, guide me and lead me all the way.
A broken spirit and a contrite heart,
You will not despise.
Wednesday, 08 July 2009
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Camilla Belle vs Joe Jonas
Is it just me, or do Camilla Belle and Joe Jonas look startingly alike?!
It's so scary I'm freaking out and they're dating.
THEY LOOK SO MUCH ALIKE.
Esme Denters is AMAZING.
Went running today to west mall and back.
And stopping for Udders there. Salt caramel wasn't available :(
Wanted the lychee martini and tiramisu but they were the coisonneur (spl?!) and we didn't bring much moolah.
Earl Grey + Cookies and Cream.
Took this photo and cousin didn't appear beside me :(
Oh well, need to go run more often :)
Wanted to study for geog today but I forgot to bring my textbook home and test is on friday and I don't have time tomorrow shucksssss.
Listening to song covers is really cool, there're so many amazing people out there man!
Finally finished reading the play on oliver twist, don't really like it
Monday, 06 July 2009
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We're chasing stars to lose our shadows.
Was supposed to go run with cousin today but she was late and then it started to rain.
Tried painting for a bit on some longish canvas with other cousin and this' what we ended up with:
And I think it's so ugly shucks we took 2 hours painted the flowers wrongly they look like stars
Yesterday was at cousin's house we were playing Mad Libs it is MAD FUN!!
Reminds me of old old old days.
Transformers on Friday at suntec:
Doggy finally learnt how to raise her paw on command.
I am overjoyed.
Months of teaching paid off eh.
How come the blinking thingy that's supposed to be where I'm typing is gone.
My cursor is now a moving paperplane I think it's so cute.
There should be a more sad than sad emoticon on xanga.
Lynzie Kent is wonderful.
Sunday, 05 July 2009
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Mood swung.
Haven't blogged for 3 days but it feels like awhile only a few people read anyway ha.
Up at 6 and sang for all 3 services today. Youth Sunday!
Roy brought our class to have lunch @ market then off to Udders!
Shared the salt caramel + cookies and cream with shan mmmmm I salted caramel flavours.
Played some cow game called Take 6, if I'm not wrong haha it was fun but made little glitches here and there oh well.
Not very happy with some stuff, hate my stupid attitude gees.
Okay shall change mmmm must have motivation!
And you're just being yourself don't know why I am like that shucks what is wrong with me!
You didn't do anything and I'm being like that, but you don't know.
Hate myself a lot at times like these. Oh well.
PAN is coming up in like 2 weeks thereabout and I haven't written my script.
Oh wow Tila Tequila was born in Singapore.
Okay quite frustrated at the moment, the rain isn't helping.
My dislike for it is not as strong, I quite find it nice and serene mmmmm.
I love that tomorrow's a holiday.
Feel like going for a run and sort things out.
(Ahhhhhhh I cannot stand it anymore)
And the stupid head-throbbing headache isn't helping!
Head is pounding
Daughtry's cover of Poker Face is quite cool haha, but those background stanzas which gaga has in her version keeps ringing in my head though they aren't there.
Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battle-field
Can't swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mhmm
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no
I never meant
to start a war
Don't even know
What we're fighting for
We could pretend that we are friends tonight
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
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